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Control Dramas: How to Get Back into the Flow

When resentment takes over resulting from mind games with winners and loosers, it’s an ugly sight. Everyone looses. I’m describing the affect of control on the quality of your life, and how to break free.

ControlDramaPower dynamics do not need to over take your life. We share the planet with others but it’s not necessary to surrender your integrity to the level of hostility that force introduces into your life. Nor is control or domination an essential skill set to adopt when you need to stand in your power. There is another way.

Control dramas involve one person—or groups, organizations or whole communities—pushing against a perceived enemy to achieve a specific outcome. These kinds of drama almost always involves a hidden agenda, accompanied by passive aggressive behavior or outright aggression.

The ripple affect from such a polarized way of being can create a residual emotional trauma and a toxic environment for all involved.

Control dramas are easy to identify: One party creates a story about the other then begins to shape their reality around the drama. The goal is to perpetuate false evidence showing up as real to create shock value, a shocking tale big enough that everyone’s attention is suddenly riveted on wrong doing.

This form of illusion making is usually accompanied by an act of intimidation or a direct threat to your well being. The one holding the hammer over your head sets out to get others involved in order to fan the fire of wrong doing. The goal is to get others to point the finger at the victim so that the hidden agenda can be achieved out in full view.

Listen to any control drama story and you will find a villain and a victim. The hidden agenda is there too. All the chaos, as a result of constant spin is designed to keep the chaos kicked into high gear so that the real goal can be achieved. By the time the drama winds down, the mission will have been accomplished.

Our families, courtrooms, political halls and boardrooms are filled with people that spin stories about other people and events for the sole purpose of achieving hidden agendas and using force to ensure intended outcomes. Shame is integral to the process. Instead of holding firm to the facts, the drama king or queen bends, cheats, lies, and manipulates.

Why?

What motivates a person to abandon their basic values to fit the desired outcome?

Fear.

While control dramas are rooted in fear—plain and simple—embracing heart-centered consciousness is based on love. Love is expansive and offers another way to drop or step away from control and stay in the flow.
How to you get out of a cycle? It’s super simple but takes great humility and courage to stay the course. Here are five basic steps:

1. Once you have found yourself in the spin of the drama, it’s easy to loose your perspective. It’s impossible to get out without stepping out. Recognize when you have been lulled into the illusion and stop it right there—as in stop the story. Stop participating in the story. Stop listening to the story or repeating any part of the story to yourself or someone else.

2. Take your power back. Stop believing in the story, as in stop believing that anyone has any power over you. Stop listening, telling or even thinking about the story.

3. Let go of your need to be right. If you are the one who started it, just recant, forgive yourself and ask for forgiveness. If you have been behaving like a victim, realize the blessing of getting your wake-up call. This level of forgiveness is not required to go begging. It’s a simple matter of coming clean, and recognizing that you have fallen out of grace.

4. Get back into alignment with your heart and stop the spin doctoring. Again—stop telling the story. It takes courage and humility to trust in the greater flow of the divine but it’s essential and the only way to ultimately realizing a greater degree of balance and harmony in life.

5. Finally, stuff happens. People make different choices but flow is where it’s at and joyfully so, even in the most chaotic of life transition times, staying true to yourself is the greatest gift and will ultimately find you in the right aligned place at the right time. Be impeccable with your word and speak truth. Trust in the divine flow, and follow the synchronicity.

Finding yourself in a control drama? Take the biggest step: Let go of your need to be right, and align, align, align.

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There is Only Love: A Learning About Spiritual Suicide

“We have come to you many times before, and have told you that you shall not fail.” This is the voice of the higher dimensional beings, the angelic guides who so love humanity. They understand how challenging this earthen plane can be. They understand that we sometimes forget just how much we are so loved and honored by our creator.

We can say that we are spiritual beings having a human experience and that all is truly well. But what happens when really bad stuff starts happening in your life? What then? What do you do when someone you have so loved and honored is suddenly your arch enemy?

The pain of such an upset is real yet the soul is always in charge of the flow of light that creates our reality. There is only love here even when we do not feel, see, or experience that. There is only love even when we are experiencing any great challenge that has us believing otherwise. The pain is real yet the love is there also forever propelling us toward our ultimate goal: to open to a greater expansion to understand this very basic truth.

If we can remember that as we are moving through these very intense and life altering challenges, the pain subsides and as it does, love grows.

The story below is about what it means to fall so far off center that you forget who you are. Yet, as drastic as this story may sound as the ultimate control drama, it’s also a story of how love is forever present even when we believe otherwise.

A Story of Spiritual Suicide: 

Spiritual SuicideThis is a story, a story of a man who so loves a woman that he has a child with the love of his life. He loves his wife as he so adores and honors his daughter. His wife becomes discontent. She decides that she is not worthy of his love, and the jealousy that sets in extends to her daughter. Each time her husband shares his love and care with their daughter, she tightens the noose to shut him out of his parental right to nurture his child.

She sets into motion an emotional bond with her parents, who over the years, have moved into their lives as permanent fixtures in their home. Over time she begins to put them in the place of her husband. Because he so loves her, he goes with the flow of her desires and honors her desire to meld her emotional needs into the help of her parents.

At some point he decides that the boundaries between her parents and his desire to be in relationship with his wife and his daughter must be rebalanced.

He so loves his wife that he says, let’s be together more, and together with them in the midst of our day-to-day reality less.

She braces against his desire and decides to create a wedge between him and her parents. She creates a scenario that he does not love her, and tells them that he wants them out of their lives. In retaliation for him wanting to have his home life back, she creates a scenario that their daughter also rejects his love and keeps her from him however she can. She sings the song to her husband, a song of distancing and alienating their daughter from him.

She sends her husband away and tells him to go find your happiness.

He says to her, “but my happiness is with you and our daughter.”

She says, “No. Go find yourself. Go and stay as long as you wish.”

He says to her, “Okay, I will go, if you want me to and will come back to you and our daughter. I love you.”

And so he goes.

As soon as he is gone, she steps into sever her ties to her husband. She secures her place in the new family order: Her parents, her daughter and herself, and tightens the circle to include only their friends that serve to reinforce this reality. She clears out the marital bank accounts and unilaterally moves to secure all the family assets. She continues to tell her husband to stay away as long as he wishes. She is banking on longer so that she can legally say that he has abandoned the family.

But he says, “I love you and miss you and our daughter,” and so he returns over the objections of his wife.

He returns to a hostile wife. On the day he arrives, she has set up a sacred ceremony to rededicate the home to her new order, her new reality, of family. She tells a story to her friends and daughter about her husband, and in the way that paints him as the Villain. She tells her husband, “No don’t come home. You are not welcome here.”

She puts his belongings outside the house and tells him to come and get them or she will give them all away.

Above the voices of agitation by his wife and her parents, he comes to the home with the protection of law enforcement and exercises his right to enter his home. A week goes by and the hostile voices of the three against the one ring with the den of hatred and malice.

Then one day, he demands that the madness, the bitterness toward him, the grabbing of their shared assets, and legal documents stop. He and his wife meet so that she can return all the documents from his business and other properties that she has taken to copy.

Now they meet in the very home they have so lovingly built together to face off. Both are filming one another and the accusations fly back and forth. He goes to leave. As he bends down to get his papers, his father in-law jumps onto his back and strangles him to the point that he feels that he is about to die.

As his father-in-law is trying to kill him, struggles to break free. He yells, “Stop! He’s killing me.”

He feels his mother-in-law grab his feet while his wife jumps on his back and grabs his arms. His wife, the woman he so loves, yells at her father, “Papa, papa stop!” Then she screams out, again to her father, “Grab his phone!”

His father-in-law lets go of the choke hold he has on his throat and grabs his phone to destroy the evidence of what has just occurred. He smashes it against the floor.

As the son-in-law gets his phone away and back in his hand, he runs from the house. As he is leaving in shock, he hears his wife call 911 and reports that there has been an assault. He hears his wife telling the dispatcher, “He’s wearing a white shirt and black pants and fleeing the house now.”

She tells the lie.

His beautiful wife, the woman that he has built his life with, is telling the police dispatcher that it was not her father who tried to kill her husband but her husband who has harmed her father.

Then she retells the lie.

She tells her friends who rally around her the same story with gusto.

Then another lie.

She files a restraining order against him. “He’s violent,” she tells the police. She wants to keep him away to create the illusion that he cannot be trusted around her, her parents or their daughter.

Then it goes from there.

The plan is nearly in place. Get him convicted of an assault charge and tell everyone she needs to convince that her husband has anger issues and is violent. The goal is to get him barred from their home, their daughter and all their friends to protect the LIES she has now told all who need to believe her to accomplish her goal.

Her goal is to keep her daughter for herself. “All mine,” she says to herself.

But there is just one thing: The evidence of what occurred is all in the phone.

Will she reach her goal or has she committed spiritual suicide?

Regardless of how the evidence of what actually occurred comes forward, the truth always comes out. Remember Watergate? Clinton and Lewinsky? Edward Snowden’s truth bomb about the NSA? Those are the larger more fantastic illusions and lies that eventually got uncovered but the day-to-day reality of trying to hoard love by fearing loss happens every day. The courts are filled with cases where people have maliciously set out to harm others, or lie their way toward achieving their goals. These are the ones who hold such a belief that fear is stronger than love.

Given that we, in this physical reality learn through archetypal living, who is the villain and the victim here? You might think the villain is the father-in-law but think again. Do you believe the husband is the victim? Look more closely. There is also a hero hiding somewhere in the mix.

Who is the villain in the above story?
The husband?
The wife?
The father and the mother?
The daughter?

Who is the victim?
The husband?
The wife?
The Father and the Mother?
The daughter?

The villain is the Wife, not because she no longer wishes to be married. Nor is it because she grabbed at all the assets or just wanted to recreate her family by cutting her husband out of her life. It was because she lied. She not only told the lie again and again but consciously set out to harm her husband for the express purpose of  legally keeping their daughter all to herself.

“All mine” is her motto and at whatever cost to her integrity.

She believes that she has shot a straight arrow to his heart and to secure her ultimate goal but she’s about to find out that she has actually thrown a boomerang.

He will survive and rebuild his life as he keeps his heart open and remembers that he is loved by his creator. But the one who is the victim is the Daughter.

The Daughter is the victim because she is being alienated from her father. She is being taught by her mother that fear is stronger than love, and before the boomerang strikes the mother, she will believe that her father is the Villain. But after she finds out that it was her beloved grandparents and mother who harmed her father, she may just decide that she cannot trust others at all, which would be the real tragedy in this sad tale.

And what about all those friends who have jumped in to take sides? What role are they playing in all of this? Do they, too, have the same lesson as the Villain, the Victim or is there a Hero somewhere in the mix?

The Hero is the one who stands up and speaks Truth to the Villain with compassion and clarity and puts a stop to the illusion and the LIE. The role of a True Friend is that of a hero, one who recognizes that we are here to help one another. We can all get off track from time to time as fear over takes us.

Have you ever compromised your integrity and told a lie to hurt someone? What would you do to recover from spiritual suicide? Would you have the courage to become the Hero and speak your truth with love and compassion to someone who has just become a Villain and is consciously and maliciously harming another?

At the end of the cycle of any control drama, and after all the pain and suffering, Love is the healer and the way to transform. Remember that Love is all there is and is the redeemer no matter how you have committed spiritual suicide.  Any time you or someone you love forgets, just remind them to wake-up and be the hero. Help them to remember who they are.

Passing Through

I am sharing the link at the end of this sharing because it triggers a sea of memories, and it may trigger something in you too.

The very first time I walked through the old plantation house (circa 1792) we’d purchased, it was also like a walking talking museum. When we arrived, we walked into what felt like the remnants of another life time. We found a complete doctor’s office in the English basement.  Medical books filled the library shelves in the living room on the main floor. The kitchen still had the 1920-1950 era odd hand cranked appliances, containers and old canning jars. The bedroom closets stored hats from a bygone era. . . and we discovered lots of old tools in the carriage house scattered among the remnants of 1950s electronics. It felt eerie but only in the way that it was clear that we are only passers by.

I hated being subjected to the elements and all the stresses of being in that house, but also grew to love the sense of history and the community that I connected with as I raised a family, grew a business and mastered the riggers of living in a big old drafty house. I have often thought of how the harshness of life and the challenges that came with it made me stronger and more resilient.

This past December, I found myself moving through a sea of pictures that I had taken during that era of my life. When we first moved there, I had made a commitment to record both the history and the restoration of the house and grounds, and to put those pictures into a kind of record for the next occupants. Little did I know, when first embarking on such an adventure, that the gifting would be to my parents.

When I connected to the challenge of restoration, that first winter, I can still feel the push of what it took to replace the broken window panes in the attempt to keep the weather outside. I remembered feeling so happy about learning how to restore plastered walls and giving the whole downstairs a fresh coat of paint. But what I cherish the most is the joy of watching my kids embrace their newly expanded life complete with bigger than life nature every where you looked, and a whole string of pets through the years. I would watch them jump the hay bales, ride their horses across the field, climb the massive trees, or like one particular memory–the day they walked toward me from the barn with the biggest black snake I’d ever seen hanging from their hands. They were so happy to show me what they’d found.

I also loved the family and extended community that formed around us. Perfect strangers became lifelong friends. The link I’m sharing below brings back memories, not for what I owned or how hard it was to survive the elements or the life challenges that smacked me in the face. It was a grand adventure, and in a way, still continues. I live in a different house, a different setting, but have only stepped into and embraced a new part of the joys and challenges we call life.

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Love and Honor

Valentine's Day: Love and honor

Love is who you are. You can’t give what you don’t have.

Love and honor are constant reminders by those who guide us. These are the angelic beings, star elders, ascended masters and a whole host of others who show up and remind us of who we truly are. Even with all our questing, in all the variations on the same theme, they tell us (and show us with feeling) that we are loved beyond anything that we can imagine.

Tomorrow is a special day because it is a direct reminder that we are the very essence of Love. If you have someone in your life to share those wondrous feelings of who you are with, great! You cannot feel or give anything to another if it’s not already a part of who you are. I invite you to take a quiet moment and feel that light of love within you in the context of your very own self.

The guides have said our purpose is to be happy, and our path is to be who we are. This sounds so strange in the context of a doing world but if you ask most people in the last five minutes of their lives what they have done, they are focused on how open they were to love and to be loved.

Ultimately it comes down to our willingness to embody that which we are. It’s nice to have that feeling of belonging and connection reflected back to us, but the inner glow of Source light within us, we find ourselves constantly looking to be validated by others.

In honor of the day set aside to celebrate Love, you are invited to attend an afternoon with the Guides fon this very topic. We’ll be meeting tomorrow, February 14th from 1:00 pm – 4:00 pm here in Fredericksburg, VA. We’ll begin with a message, followed by question and answer and group sharing. For those of you who have been here before, we’ll be at the Cabin. For those who need an address, send us an email for directions

Blessings to you, and Love that open heart of yours.

Happy Valentine’s Day.

Carol Fitzpatrick, Channel, Empathic Intuitive, Guide

Center for Planetary Awakening
www.onenessofbeing.org/

A Story of Connection and Synchronicity

The universe is totally connected through the heart-to-heart connections we make in our lives.

The universe is totally connected through the heart-to-heart connections we make in our lives.

I’ve have been working on a very big puzzle, the fulfillment of a vision that anchored into my heart and soul in mid-2009. As I look back, the transformation began much earlier but it was in that particular moment in time when the course of my life was radically altered.

It took the form of a clarion call to anchor light into energetically significant locations around the world. The call to rally—at first—sent a wave of fear through our close-knit group. Then we recovered and realized that the Divine within us would never prompt us to take on such an enormous undertaking if we were not already inherently prepared.

This anchoring has taken form as 32 Global Light Centers, or Centers of Light. There have been many visioning sessions since that first clarion call and a plethora of activation trips that, at times, felt more like an adult kind of cosmic Disney World than anything found in 3D reality.

This mission is Spirit led, which makes this story about connection and synchronicity so remarkable. I have come to learn that I am always divinely guided. I just need to show up and be willing to step into co-creation with the Divine and receive the gifts that are right there in front of me but just a step outside of my awareness. As I take the most immediate next step (the action that is most aligned with the heart of who I am, as I sense and feel the way ahead, it’s the joy that adds the proof. I am suddenly in the right place at the right time, and I am always delightfully surprised by what the Divine has led me to discover.

This entire project has been this way. I’m beginning to feel that it is my training wheels for how to live my life. Very early on, in our visioning meetings, I had been shown bio-spheric domes, multi-sided circular built structures, spread over vast regions as cities of the future. When we first began formulating the strategic plan, I researched these types of structures, and even found a few.

Over time, I realized that the bio-spheric domes I’d seen in my visions are actually created by intentionally created sound. Sound creates a harmonic, which forms a vibrational field of resonance. That field is sustained by people who amplify the frequency through the purity of their own hearts. We, after all, are walking, talking energy fields.

Early on I was also shown beings, star elders, standing among us inside these domes. They were loving us, teaching us, imparting valuable real world knowledge to us—just as someone would be standing teaching, sharing, instructing in the physical. No matter how real the vision, I could not, for the life of me, fathom how that would come about or when. Outside wondering about how the most basic elements were to manifest, this has been the most thought provoking part of the entire puzzle, until this most recent discovery.

I know, too, to recognize when I am in the cosmic flow after taking that most aligned step. This kind of quickening occurs when I am in the midst of making yet another incredible connection. It’s proof that there is a huge force of light that is guiding me toward a new piece of the puzzle.

For over a year before this latest discovery, I’d been feeling like I was marching in place. There was just no real energy flow. There were even times when I began to wonder if I’d been led astray or was just too shut down to see or hear the way ahead. Overall, it felt like the entire global out-picturing was, on some level, rearranging in some cosmic way.

The jumpstart that set so much more intensity and awareness into motion happened so unexpectedly, and with such a force, that it was hard not to miss it, but at first I did.

The jumpstart of this particular puzzle piece began less than a month ago but got its start with a heart-to heart connection that began sometime in 2005. I met a read headed Goddess, a healer, entrepreneur, fellow adventurer and light being named Terri M. She used to come to the Living the Miracle (LtM), personal transformational workshops that my husband Mark and I facilitated in Fredericksburg, VA. In 2012, we stopped hosting the LtMs for a time in favor of focusing on the global activation work.

Terri moved away but kept in touch. In 2013, she invited us to come and do an evening program at a friend’s house in Northern Virginia. There, I met a few of her friends, women who were a part of an organization called WOW (Women of Wisdom). Their founder, Donna Cary, felt compelled to call forth the women in her community and Terri was one that heard that call.

Fast forward to Spring 2014, Spirit guided me to go meet Donna. She was ministering at a local Unity here in Fredericksburg, so off I went. After that introduction, I received a flurry of emails from her. Invitations and a call to come and attend a summer picnic then a Fall retreat.

By late September, I found myself sitting right at the deadline of making the decision to attend. I submitted my workshop and activation descriptions but some part of me was still resisting the impulse to go. I could not, for the life of me, figure out why. I could clearly see the line of connection that led up to that moment of choice, but was waivering.

I did a final check-in, and in meditation, I could feel my young eight year old self, with all the weirdness of youth insecurity, putting up a wall of resistance. Once I understood what was actually holding me back, I registered and hit the send button. Weeks later, there I was at a beautiful retreat center in northern Virginia for three and a half days of programs and activities.

From out of the blue, during the Friday morning shamanic journey, I was quietly sitting in the stillness. Out of nowhere, I felt a succession of energetic bolts of lightening like energy push through the top of my head and pierce through my body. The frequency hit like a jack hammer trying to break up cement. Each wave was sharp and so intense that it caused my spine to arch forward. The tears flowed. It all felt other worldly as the consciousness bounced through my body.

After years of experiencing all kinds of electric-like intensity, I should not be surprised when this happens, but I am. I used to ask a gazillion questions of every master teacher that I came into contact with (What is this? Why is it happening? How can I get it to stop?). I’ve learned, over time, that it’s just energy, grace, life force coursing through the body and is to be honored for what it is—pure consciousness. I have come to simply allow for how my body processes the dramatic shifts and have learned to accept whatever is happening in the moment. This was no different.

As the facilitator called us all to get up and begin moving about, the thought of doing so seemed a bit odd and out of place given what I was in the midst of experiencing, but it was exactly the right thing to do.  I found myself in a sea of graceful movement as all the women in the circle inter-mingled gently swaying to the live music and connecting to one another as they held flowers in their hands, symbols of their shamanic journeys. It was a beautiful heart-centered experience and by the close of the circle, I was feeling almost back to “normal” and functional.

The rest of the afternoon was filled with a different kind of flow. It was my turn to facilitate an afternoon workshop for deepening one’s connection with the Source of who we are, which kept me in a kind of angelic field of light.

By the time I got into the space of the evening program, right before it was my turn to walk folks through a Light Activation, my insecure eight year old self had fully resurfaced. I was suddenly feeling nervous and out of sorts. But the fear had no room to stay. As I opened to hear, sense and watch as the Angelic Beings did their magic, I felt an enormous flood of Light gracing us with their presence.

On Saturday morning, I awoke and felt as though my body starting from the top of my head had been slammed up against a brick wall. I wasn’t sure I even wanted to join the day’s activities, but I did.

During the morning circle, a soul sister came over and sat next to me. We exchanged greetings and from that moment on, I knew that no matter how awful I felt, I needed to pay attention. Spirit was guiding me to understand something about her life path and how we were to connect.

It was just a short time later that I discovered who this amazing Light being actually is. In another life time, she was a high priestess, and now, she has incarnated to serve as an inter-dimensional grid activator. Our meeting and coming together during a guided one-on-one healing exchange that morning was profound. I gave her the information that she needed to complete her cosmic date with destiny and she gave me the gift of affirmation. I left that experience with a renewed sense of optimism for what was to come.

As an aside, any inter-dimensional grid worker will tell you that it takes great faith to follow one’s inner guidance—to go and do the things that matter as guided by an unseen voice or knowing—is a solo adventure even as you feel totally loved, honored and supported by the Divine. It’s tough to explain to someone who would only think you are crazy. So, to find someone who totally gets it, is exciting.

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Dana Dewdrop: “A team of physicists detected an energy beam coming through the top of the Bosnian Pyramid of the Sun. The radius of the beam is 4.5 meters with the frequency of 28 kHz. The beam is continuous and its strength grows as it move up and away the from the pyramid. This phenomenon contradicts the known laws of physics and technology.” Photo found on biscodeja-vu.tumblr.com

This whole grid activation work is a whole other level of  deep listening. One person activates the inter-dimensional grid and the next downloads the light codes into the planetary grid. What’s within one soul, as a unique energy system, once aligned within the context of a geographic grid point or a set of intersecting lei lines, activates the entire grid. It’s as if we are all working this huge mosaic of inner planetary grid lines as we activate and anchor pure consciousness for balancing and harmonizing the whole.

Some of the ancient temples are being activated now, too, which are part of a much larger complex system. This grid, when activated,  allows the rest of us full access to the ancient wisdom, star technologies and free energy solutions needed as new souls incarnate.

Grid activators and anchors of light need only show up with an open heart. They have all the light codes within them to activate these grid points, and when they do, they send their unique frequency imprint through this ancient temple system. All of humanity receives the wisdom. It’s incredible to realize that we, in our embodied states, are uniquely called to work this huge cosmic puzzle together.

Back to the story: As excited as I was to have met a fellow grid activator, by early-afternoon, the energy was streaming through me so intensely that I was not only physically hurting but also feeling emotionally scrubbed out. Knowing that two house guests would be arriving just a few short hours after my arrival home on Sunday, I started to wonder if the better choice was to leave early and regroup before they arrived.

I decided in favor of resting in my room then grounding next to a grandfather tree just steps outside the backdoor of the retreat house. Then I found my way to the healing room and sought out the much needed support from the beautiful souls who were selflessly gifting their time to help others. I left the healing room, still feeling shaky but more balanced. The energy in the body no longer felt so pressurized and was starting to integrate.

Fast forward into Sunday afternoon. Just two hours after I got home, our two friends arrived. I felt peaceful and happy to see them. We quickly settled into the flow of catching up over a meal but I was still not fully balanced. I noticed any kind of sound was met with irritation.

After we settled into the comfort of the living room, my husband Mark was sitting beside me as we talked. He looked like he had fallen asleep but was instead deep into the energy as he held a 20-sided crystal that our friend Lucy had brought from Iowa.

While he continued his inward experience, our other friend Sheryl must have recognized just how uncomfortable I was because, at some point, she got up from the couch and walked across the room. She stood behind me with her hands first on my head then on my shoulders to get me grounded. Lucy sat on the floor in front of me and held my feet. As they did their work, I could feel those now familiar electric jolts, sharp waves of light that first bounced through my body on Friday morning suddenly calm into a peaceful flow.

Once we settled back into our visit, that same electric-like current started pulsing through Lucy.  I quickly realized that we all needed to integrate this energy into our systems.

Mark and Sheryl held sacred space for Lucy to integrate the energy. Then Lucy and Mark held space for Sheryl. I was standing back and sensing the amplification of the field. We all settled in again and I was back to sitting beside Mark with that crystal in his hand. The energy amped up again. But this time I could feel the energy was coming from the crystal.

After pointing that observation out, Mark put the stone in my right hand. The moment it made contact with the palm of my hand, I felt that sharp electrical-like current, and at the same time, my awareness traveled to a group of inter-galactic beings. I could sense and feel their presence but their star lineage was fairly unfamiliar to me.

On some real level, I just knew that once I put the crystal in the palm of my left hand, I would begin to feel more balanced. The moment the crystal made contact with my left palm, I was immediately transported to a crystalline chamber where beings (these beings felt very familiar to me) explained those big missing pieces of the puzzle to me. The information we received that evening left us giddy and deeply grateful.

Platonic Solids

When I think back to how magical it is when we recognize one another as we are deeply listening to Divine guidance, and how seemingly separate events, once all strung together, lead us to such a life altering moment. It truly takes my breath away.

To receive the gift of such a huge piece of this global puzzle was tremendously exciting yet I know now that this kind of synchronicity does not happen without the heart-to-heart connections that occur as others are listening too.

I would LOVE to hear your story of synchronicity as you are aligning with your calling. What story of this kind of spirit-led magic has or is happening in your life?

If you’d like to learn more about our global mission, or to see if this is your calling too, follow the link below.

http://www.onenessofbeing.org/glc-overview.html

Moving Stuck Energy

Of late, I’ve been drawn into the near death experience stories of individuals and talks of nurses who help those who are ready to cross over. I had at first felt my preoccupation with this subject matter as a way to help clear what was going on in my emotional body… the feeling of deep grieving trying to come up and out of my system, and for no reason at all. My life is very happy, fulfilling and with an enormously supportive community around me. So what gives with that? After several weeks with not being able to fully move it out of my system, I knew I needed to ask for help.

Last weekend, I called on a friend who helped me shift energy years ago when I was first awakening. It took all of a few minutes. He pegged it right away. All inner child stuff and super simple to clear. The energy is back to flowing again. Now, what has been happening all week long is that my clients have been telling me about similar stories. They have been describing their emotional body as feeling stuck, depressed and unable to move the heaviness on their own. 

Bear with me as I provide one more link to this sharing. Yesterday morning, we held our second and forth Friday meditation / visioning session here at the house. It’s a small focused group using a process we learned from visionary Bill Buehler, a retired Navy Commander turned star mapper. We use a variation of this process in our visioning sessions.  It was a wonderful meditation but it was how our conversation turned afterward that was so remarkable.

As I stood in the kitchen with one of the other women, we compared notes that at some point we both saw the same beautiful flower covered meadow and the scene of people standing facing us in shadow next to a shiny metal that appeared to be a ship. We both suddenly realized it was the people of flight 370, and with that recognition we both experienced a flood of recognition move through us.  She reminded me that Arch Angel Michael, during the visioning session, had given us the information as a way to help them cross over from where they were to this beautiful cosmic scene. 

Once we were outside on the deck where we all gathered to soak in the spring sunshine and visit over our meal, I asked the group to go back into that space. A few of us had seen an illumined light bridge that connected these two scenes. It became clear that our job was to help the people see the way across. The instruction was to hold the space open until the first scene by the plane was gone, closed out.  It was beautiful, profound and all felt the serenity of the people. Then we connected them to the earth so that they could communicate freely with their loved ones to let them know that they are okay and in a good space.

Afterward, another person picked up the thread of a conversation about an author who was suffering a strange neurological disturbance that she’d met during a recent trip, and asked if we could help this person to move the stuck energy from his energy system, and it went on from there. Once again, all feeling the profound nature of the shift. 

We talked about how any kind of consciousness can shift with focused attention and standing clear to allow the person in the spotlight make that choice to shift, to open up, to allow more light, higher consciousness to flow into and through those dense places in the body. As the nine of us put our attention to each of these different situations we all felt something different about the individuals, while all felt the opening and the movement of energy.

So how does this all tie together?

My learning is this: 1) We are powerful beings of light. What one experiences and opens to clear serves to help the next person do the same; 2) We have the capacity within us to shift consciousness in our bodies, and heal as a result of that movement; and 3) We are not meant to live this life or do this work alone. We are here to help one another.

On one final note, the folks from the other side of this denser reality are available, willing and ready to help. All we have to do is ask and accept their help when given. It’s the same with the angelic beings who so love humanity. Just ask. In the case of my friend who helped me move that stuck energy last weekend, he immediately picked up on a tall slender paternal great grandmother and promptly announced that she had gathered the team and orchestrated the clearing. It was just that time for me to get some relief. How wonderful is that? 

 

Heal Thyself?

Water Droplett

The mind functions like continual drops of water in an ocean of thoughts.

I was just catching up with a friend that I haven’t heard from in awhile. She healed herself of a brain tumor years ago by moving through the layers of distortion in her field to get back to the zero point of creation.

I am not only hearing about this level of self empowered healing from others but experiencing it in the work I do. Even the word healer is a weird term. It’s more like holding sacred space so that others can sense the higher frequencies of love without condition and make that conscious choice to let go and make the shift in consciousness from within.

Once the mind is quiet and the allowing nature is present, we get out of the way, and source energy flows.

We’re getting there. It’s not that we are so disillusioned with allopathic medicine. It has its rightful place. It’s just that we realize that all healing, with or without intervention, happens within us, first and foremost.

This internal shift is not the will on the level of the personality that does the healing either. There’s a kind of internal gatekeeper that holds onto beliefs and perceptions and stops the flow when the chosen reality is challenged.

Once we understand how to discern that 1) we are in resistance, and 2) let go, source light flows and heals.

Miraculous or spontaneous healing is amazing to say the least but to recognize that it’s more a matter of allowing for a greater flow of love to come into our lives, makes it all the more magical and rewarding to “heal”.

If we can do this when our very life depends on it, why not make a practice of allowing our hearts to be open and accept the flow of grace into all facets of our lives?

Join us as we explore these concepts of healing in the Soul Light Series. The first of three begins on Feb. 25th. Learn more here:

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